Everyone in my generation knows where he was the
Friday that JFK was assassinated. Fifty
years later it’s not hard to recall many of the details.
I was an Oregon high school freshman, sitting in
Mr. Taylor’s third-period math class. A
senior named Mike entered the room and mentioned a radio report that the
president had been shot in Texas. Few of
us seemed to believe it but, being sly in a feral teenage sort of way, we urged
Mr. T to turn on the television. (Even
if the rumor were untrue, it could buy us some time away from algebra, or
something.) His room, which doubled for
science and chemistry, was the only one in McEwen High with a TV.
Tall, rail-thin, and bright, Elvin Taylor succumbed
to our pleas. He turned on the black and
white set, and sure enough: there was Walter Cronkite in shirtsleeves.
We sat through the remainder of the class period,
then heard from the principal. Mr.
Simpson said that we could go to lunch but classes were cancelled for the rest
of the day.
Walking to the grade school cafeteria five blocks
away, I was aware of some juniors and seniors hollering around me. “Hey Joey, why’d you do it?”
“Why do you think?
To get out of class!”
I was old enough to be disgusted but too young to
challenge the imbeciles. Only much later
did I wonder what crass antics occurred at other schools across America.
Most of what I knew about Kennedy was from popular
lore—the Camelot PR machine. The
handsome young war hero and devoted family man (!) with the elegant wife and
two young children. My parents were
Republicans—my mother especially so—but they were also hard-over patriots. Mother was a political junkie even before
Watergate a decade later, and she had snagged JFK when he campaigned in
1960. He inscribed a copy of Profiles in Courage to each of us boys,
and I still have mine. I hardly dare
take it off the shelf, but the distinctive green ink remains fully legible: “To
Barrett Tillman. Warm regards, John F.
Kennedy, U.S. Senator.”
Another thing I remember was sitting with the
family watching the previous vice president address the nation. In his slow, measured tones, Lyndon B.
Johnson (events demonstrated that the B stood for Bastard) reassured the public
that the government was stable and the country would recover. My mother, a devoted Baptist who always
thought the best in people, said, “He has a strength about him, doesn’t he?” Little did we know.
That Sunday morning we skipped church to watch news
coverage as Oswald was brought out by police.
Suddenly a burly figure emerged from the right, fired one shot, and the
scene descended into chaos. I remember
exclaiming, “He shot him!” Another four
years passed before I saw someone killed in person (three others ensued) but
the black and white TV image remains vivid.
Finally, the lingering memory is audio. JFK’s funeral procession proceeded at the
surprisingly brisk pace of muted drums playing a repeated cadence. I was a serious percussionist at the
time—school band and American Legion drum and bugle corps—and would win my
first state championship the next year.
For days afterward I found myself playing the dirge with my fingers:
flam, flam, flam, roll; flam, flam, flam, roll; flam, flam, flam, roll; flam,
flam, tap-tap.
Then came 1964.
The Beatles and I Wanna Hold Your
Hand (17 years later I wandered into Ringo’s wedding); the National Boy
Scout Jamboree at Valley Forge; the Tonkin Gulf Incident, and LBJ (remember
that middle initial) grabbed an opportunity to launch a war 90 days before a
presidential election.
Much later I became interested in the mechanics of
Lee Harvey Oswald’s infamous Six Seconds in Dallas. As a competitive shooter, I wondered if he
really could have pulled off the deed attributed to him. Apart from the FBI reports and the flawed
Warren Commission findings, it did seem possible that a marginal rifleman could
have accomplished the feat. People
forget that the first round is a “freebie,” since the shooter starts the clock. He is not responding to a Go signal such as
the beep of a timer. So in truth, LHO
only had to get off two more rounds in five-point-something seconds—eminently
possible even with a stiff bolt in the Mannlicher-Carcano.
Reportedly the three shots were fired at a target
angling slightly away from Oswald at about 12 mph, apparently between 46 and 88
yards. Even with a four-power scope, that
is not world-class shooting, and Oswald had shown he was an OK rifleman in the
Marines. My longtime shooting partner participated
in controlled tests with a Mannlicher-Carcano and went three for three in the
allotted time. So did some others, and
several duplicated LHO’s two hits.
Then there’s the Grassy Knoll. Assuming a second shooter behind the fence,
he could not have shot JFK from the front because Governor John Connolly was in
the way. In the time JFK was fully
exposed to the fence, he presented roughly a 30 degree tracking shot from the
right. Even from roughly 30 yards that
is not an optimum setup—Oswald chose the least challenging aspect, from above
and almost straight behind. Essentially
a stationary target.
The other thing about the Grassy Knoll is that
JFK’s wounds do not match the geometry.
If we can believe the autopsy, both hits came from above and
behind. A rifle shot from the right
likely would have struck Jackie as well, sitting on the president’s left.
Finally I’ll touch upon “the magic bullet.” The round that hit both JFK and Connolly has
been erroneously described as “pristine.”
But the base of the 6.5mm round is slightly compressed into an oval
shape. That’s because after exiting
Kenney’s neck, it decelerated and deflected in the three feet between the seats. Photos show Connolly’s entry wound as a
profile of the bullet, typical of high-velocity projectiles tumbling after
hitting objects as inconsequential as thin twigs. The fact that it remained intact has been
addressed by my friend and colleague, novelist Stephen Hunter. In discussing his JFK novel, The Third Bullet, he notes that the
bullet did exactly what its Italian designers intended in 1891. It remained intact to penetrate the thick
winter clothing and blood-bearing organs of Austrian soldiers. That it inflicted multiple wounds on two
bodies is not surprising, especially given the short range.
After half a century there is no lessening of
fascination with the Kennedy mystique and the vagaries of the
assassination. I doubt that it will be
any less on November 22, 2063.
Jack forwarded your blog. As a sophomore in college, I worked on JFK's campaign. I remember making numerous signs for his appearance in Albuquerque on November 3,1960, and I was able to attend. I recently located his speech and now know why I was so enthralled. He was young, beautiful and enthusiastic. During my first year of teaching, I was dictating Shorthand to a classroom of girls, and the principal announced that our president had been shot. The girls cheered. JFK was not very popular in Florida since the schools were integrated that year. I have never been so angry. I probably would not be proud if I had a video of that day. As I walked home, the flag was being lowered to half mast. I cried all the way home.
ReplyDeleteI like you, had Republican parents. Imagine that in a coal mining town. My Dad was a part of management. We drove to Denver during any strike. My parents liked JFK, too.
Your comments are outstanding. They are not filled with emotion, but with logic. That's how you appear to me, Barrett. I know I would always believe anything you say. It was interesting to believe that others were involved in the assassination, but logic wins every time.
Lastly, Oswald's grave was located a few miles from our home in Arlington. I had to go find it, stand over it and wonder "What if?"
Keep up the good work. You are the best. Carolyn
Thank you so much Carolyn. I value your perspective as much as I do Jack's. Surely wish we could meet more often.
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